Sejenakku…

Ku coba buat ingat-ingat lagi…
Iya…aku ga salah ingat…
Aku pernah berada disini…

seperti Dejavu…
ya sudahlah…tak apalah…
tak ada yang salah…

Ku ambil barang-barangku…
ku masukkan dalam tas ranselku…
ku langkahkan kaki kecilku…

Ku menoleh lagi kebelakang…
Ku lemparkan senyum getir kecilku…
sambil ku berkata…
“Aku tak akan apa-apa…”

Can’t hardly believe…

I cant hardly believe…
I just “hmmm”…
It did happen…
and re happen…

I manage myself to have a view at different angle…
though I come up with a bit sigh…
and shed a bit tears…
argggghhhh…

I bet… I’ll be okay eventually…

Never ever thought before

at the beginning…u are so annoying indeed…
but u keep batting ur eyelashes…
keep winking…
keep sending me bouquet of roses…

and the time keep running…
and u keep messing up the weather…
and I’m starting to miss ur smile..
and I’m starting to miss myself smiling b’coz of ur annoying words…

aghhhhh…
how could u make my heart so yearning…
Never ever thought before…

But the problem is…
now u try to ignore me…

Please dont vanish and disappear…
keep sending me ur roses please…

My handsome admirer…
Now I do miss u so…

Teruntuk “Rasa…”

“Rasa… Bagaimana kabarmu hari ini?…”, tanyaku ramah…
“Masih samakah keadaanmu seperti tepatnya setaun yg lalu?…”, tanyaku lagi…
“Ataukah banyak yg tlah berubah pd dirimu, Rasa?…”, tanyaku tak lelah.


Rasa…kamu telah menjadi bagian dalam hidupku…tanpa kusadari kamu pun ikut mengalir dlm aliran darahku…
Tapi aku ndak tahu gimana kabarmu….kamu diam saja…enggan tuk bicara…


Teruntuk sebuah Rasa…
Jika kamu akan tetap tinggal didalam diriku…ya silahkan…
tetapi…
Jika kamu ingin menguap bersama keringatku dan akhirnya tersapu oleh peluhku…ya silahkan juga…


Teruntuk sebuah Rasa…
Aku ga akan mengganggumu…
Kubiarkan saja…Terserah…menurut apa yg kau mau…
Karena kutahu…


Kamu adalah sebuah Rasa…
Bagian dalam diriku sendiri sebetulnya…
sesuatu yg Abstrak..
Yg tak bisa ku sentuh…
Tak berwujud…
dan mungkin suatu saat nanti…
menjadi Tak Ber Rasa
ato…
semakin Ber Rasa…


Sungguh aku tidak tahu menahu…
Sehingga…kutanyakan padamu… “Apa kabarmu..Rasa ?…”

My recent Fav. word is *DUNNO..*

This afternoon…I had a light conversation w/ my friend…
“Ms.Novi…where r u going this coming holiday?…”…my friend asked me…
“Dunno…”...I answered w/ my big grin…
“But I dont thik I will get holiday this term…”, I was adding my answer…
“Ohhh…sorry to hear that…”, she said…

“Btw..Ms.Novi…r u going to stay here next academic year?…”…She added more question…
“Hmmm…Dunno..Let’s see…”, I answered lightly…
“Ohhhh…Why u still Dunno Ms.Novi…ohh come on…stay please…”, she smiled and grinned…
“Hmmm…I Dunno..I really dont have any Idea…Just let it flow…I just cant answer…I might still be here…or…I might no longer be here…”, I answered with no burden…

“Aghhh…ms.Novi…I guess u have already had a plan but u just keep it w/ u…or..u might get married this year…”…hahahaa…she made a joke on me…
“Ohh come on…I’m gonna still answer ur question with DUNNO…”, hahahaa…I was laughing more louder then her…

DUNNO…I keep answering w/ DUNNO…coz I DUNNO…
My Fav. Line is *DUNNO”…

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